What should i do if i bumped my 1st love in Friendster?

Who had given me so much heartaches because he did not even bothered to know that i care for him when we were in High School, though we are living in one community we never bumped each other on the street for almost 11 years now, I can't imagine how would i react if that time will come. I'm now married and have 3 kids, i just want to know if i still feel anything for him or what remains in me are all anger for not even considering my feelings. (I initiate the search)